• 2009-04-14

    【琐言】流泪的自己 - [O]

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    一直以来都在做着这件事情 和许多一直以来与之相关的事情

    一个人 这三个字从来都没有认真的思考过 今天被人说清之后 才发现 真的真的是

    只有我一个人

    我不知道这意味着什么 失败 还是 渺小 抑或是无助

    于是毫无遮掩的哭了 觉得自己没用 觉得自己还要拼命拼命拼命做下去

    不想很多人无法做自己想做的事情 不想很多很多人的梦想就那样子妥协了

    我要做下去

    我是轻狂也好 我是不谙世事也好

    至少我放弃那些东西 扭头走过来 并且一路走到这里之后全然没有感到一丝后悔和苦闷

    是真的喜欢吧

     

    我两手空空 我寻求那些同我一样执着的人们

    如果这世界上还有人靠希望活着,我便是其中一个。

     

    I have been doing this for a long time. Really long...really long...Even long enough for myself to recall the first moment that I got so excited to draw colorful figures on the paper, the first moment when I stood still there staring at a painting and forgot the time...

    ALONE. These five letters never came into my mind before. Till today, I was told by others, and I finally found out that I was doing these all alone. It is the truth.

    Only Myself.

    I do not know what this means. Helpless or what I have done is too little and tiny to be noticed. or it meant to end up as a failure.

    So I cried. quietly but sorrowfully.

    Just do not want to see more abandonment of dreams. Just do not want to see more compromise to the reality.

    Just do not want to stop doing it. Doing what I really like, and tell people that that can be done. You have to have faith.

    I will keep doing it. I have thrown away anything that I had before for a secure future by the moment I came here.

    No matter what people say, I am too young, I am too simple, I am too credulous...

    At least, since the first moment that I made my mind, I never never never have a slight sense of regrets and difficulties.

    So I guess, I do really love it.


    I have nothing in my hands by hope. I am looking for those who are as stubborn as me.

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  • 一上来直接看的英文的,第一次看中国人写英文能让我这么感动得。
    Just do not want to see more compromise to the reality.
    that's really true, coz i am one of them.
    i dunno where my dream leads, i dunno wat i really like,i dunno if the accounting, the most promising major, is right for me, all because i never try anything else except the fuckin math.
    the only sure thing is i can do math well, very well.
    that's it.
    回复vivi说:
    i believe that no matter what you do, if you put your whole heart into it. You will make it in your way.
    No one needs to compromise to anything. If we could not stay along with other's standard, we should believe that one day, people will understand what we are doing right now.
    有时候自己给自己勇气挺困难的。。有点像没事找事。。不过 就先得瑟着吧
    2009-04-21 20:07:19
  • 我们都在
    回复蘑菇安说:
    嗯 我会一直一直努力下去的
    2009-04-15 01:07:30
  • 你不是一人呐

    挺喜欢你的 姑娘

    回复说:
    嗯 谢谢谢谢 我会做下去 并且做好的
    2009-04-15 01:07:54